Tired

I'm mentally drained out.
Especially after what happen last night.
I was teaching V her Chinese spelling for today. She learnt for 3-4 hours and still can't get it remembered.
Therefore, I asked her to write down and learn. She was there grumbling for all 3 hours.
Till 10pm, she told me that she wants to sleep even though she still did not know what is what.
The daddy got pissed off and gave her canning. She keep sobbing and grumbling still.
I was so fed up that I beat her also. Yes, I beat her.

I'm those very lenient mom, which I seldom beat or cane my kids, but last night, it's really getting to my nerves.

I'm angry (with her and hubby) and also feeling heartpain.

I'm really tired of all these... Maybe I can't teach at all.. or is it her, she don't want to learn?

It's strange that she can spell the word "sharpener" and yet cannot remember "yu3 yi1".

Ok. Enough of my rantings. I need to hibernate for a while. To sort out my feelings, my stuffs.

Till later.